sealed in cold

so cold
so tired
in this place
in this time
i feel like sleeping forever

in my voice resides songs
in my soul resides passion
sealed within fear and tiredness
now, when I'm going downhill

when there is up there will be down
when there is darkness there will be light
knowing this yet unable to accept
i, again, want to always remain in the light

the more i struggle
the further down i fall
trying to catch a foothold
trying to fight gravity
further and further, down i fall