Battle of Destiny

with this I'll change everything
this fight that is prayers
with it I'll change everything

erase tears and pain
erase darkness that erases me
rise high above fears
I'll fight with all I have

alone on the battlefield
no comrades in sight
here, though I'm alone
in front of the army of thousands

I'll fight
I'll not backdown


inspired by Battle of Destiny by KOKIA

into the fight

it's no good
you never show me
left me in the dark
with darkness that consume myself

how am I going to believe
without proof or anything I can rely one
how am I going to believe
when all you show me is the opposite

I must find my own way
so, I must find my own ways
thread on a path that's mine
because that's the only way I can find myself

what am I to you
you always say I'm just a tool
so, this path is right
it's right to fight you
it's right not to believe in you

I'm weak, I fully know
but there is no path for me to thread on
I cannot turn back, or I'll lose myself
my only path is to fight you

crying thousand tears
waiting for it to die down
let me rest till then
before I think what I should do next

hero?

in a sense
i am a hero, aren't i
in the world where no one choose hero bring hope
we choose ourselves
with no prophecy announced by an elder
we listen to the prophecy in our hearts
and set on a journey where we meet

i will sink again, to the abyss

a time like this will come
for sure, without fail
i will sink into abyss again
blinded, cannot see where to go
i cannot avoid it
i cannot run anywhere
i have got to learn
how to be with it

love is guiding my way

my heart is burning
love has guided me the way
i heard the call to turn pro in loving everything
and my heart is now on fire

i will get up, i will love no matter what i feel
no matter who i am facing, i will love anyways
listen to this burning heart, listen to the loving sound of my child
i will reach out, i will act as my heart calls me to

cannot go back
i cannot turn back anymore
once seen, i know this way i must go
pursue the path calling for me, follow the heart yearning to go
i cannot back down, i should not back down anymore

i know this will leads to happiness
i know this will answer everything I've been asking for
this path in front, i will not back down anymore
despite my lack courage, though i am wavering as before
i will not back down
i will turn pro and step out to the world

paralyzed

fell again and again
fear paralyzed me to take a step
every time i halt, i doubt
i fall

tears fell
a never-ending rain

sail to happiness

wake up with lively song
open my eyes to find thank you message
everything makes this day a beautiful day
a beautiful world
feel the wind, heard the sounds
i can feel hearts

my passion and little child gently wake up from sleep
telling me, guiding me I've done it right
rush through the wind, look up and i find blue sky
this world is so beautiful

hearing thank you once again
my heart light up and i know i can fly
gather courage, go get my travel kit
let's go on a journey, set sail to save all hearts in the world

thank you, universe!

I'm so excited
seems like the universe has started to see me
the moment i decided to give
the universe gave some thing to me
my first customer!
my long-awaited first customer!

let's play to our hearts' contents

let's play
my dear
this world is just a dream
this life is an illusion
so,
let's play

no need to take anything seriously
just experiment to our hearts' content
marketing, love, business, work, life
let's play with them all
let's do everything we want to do

shine up

it's really true
that when someone fall in love
they suddenly become beautiful

light shine up
and the air is filled with songs
the world suddenly become wonderful

don't lose your way

don't lose your way
carve your path to take what you want
grit your teeth, clench your fist
burst through all that stand in your way

don't be afraid
you've got what you need
it's time to break through
we are now one

KILL LA KILL, Don't Lose Your Way

forgotten wings

listen to songs
feel the air
open the closed door
and fly

sing the songs of early years
feel the heart that has been trapped for a long, long time
touch this long forgotten with cleared eyes
i can feel my root in you

spread the forgotten wings
I'll learn to fly again
start anew from the beginning
until i become one with you

I'll not let you go again
I've found my old toy box
lost sometime long, long ago
this time I'll treasure you
won't let anyone take you away

though the world become my enemy
I'll sing the songs i find in you
i know what matters now
i won't let them take you again

trapped in the forgotten time
I'm so glad you're still here to be found
like best friends who part but never parted
you're the same as i remember you

my new birth starts now
now i found my long lost wings

somewhere, sometime, you and me

somewhere, sometime
in this vast, wide world
our hands will connect
and weave a dazzling dream

together
our power become one
our hearts connected
born the unyielding strength

together with you
we will overcome everything

from dust a fire burnt
from darkness clarity exploded
in the void our beings joined
given birth to the whole possibilities

holding your hands, not afraid of anything
my fingers tied in yours, we are becoming one
hearts connected, now the unspeakable can be heard
melting into our dreams, together… together…

let it out

cry your heart out
i am with you
hold you till you fall asleep
and wake up forgetting your tears

rejected

rejected
i feel so wrong
hopeless when i feel their disappointment
guilty when i feel i somehow hurt them

i don't know what do
i feel so hopeless
so worthless
my little girl is crying again and again

cry and cry

why am i
crying and crying
unable to sleep
and unable to wake up

tears do not fall
but i can't smile
laughter cannot be found
as well as silence

i cannot see
i cannot hear
i cannot cry
sunk in the deep, deep ocean
trapped in the black hole

songs are gone
desperation looming over me
dust blinds the sky
from this nightmare i cannot wake up

cry yet no one hear
scream yet no one notice
in the prison whose key is forgotten
I'm lost and lost

go on, don't worry

don't be afraid
you always have second chances
adjust as you go
just keep your passion burning

blazing rage, don't bind me

burning rage
as a fire blazing through lands
scorch into the high sky
taint the air with heat and dust

ah
dust to dust
let me burn

don't dare bind me
i am a lightning
i surrender to nobody

my candle is for me to burn
i will not allow anyone to touch it
don't dare decide how should i burn

this is my life
i will live it as i find meaningful
don't dare hinder me

you gave me.. my meaning of life

"you're the evidence of my existence."
so this is what she meant
seeing you grew gave me a meaning of life
the light i have was passed to your candle
that light, you as you are now
is the evidence of my existence

don't waver, I'm with you

don't waver
I'm with you
can't you feel my strength?
I'm right inside you

these calm eyes you love
this gentleness when we look at blue sky
your hands are in my hands
I'm your strength, I'm right beside you

don't waver
I'll carry your tears
hold you till you calm down
hold you till my bright little girl is back again

I'm with you